[quote="Ninaroja"]I'd rather only ever have one significant other who I stay with forever and who is definitely "the one" than go through lots of people/grief/stress[/quote]
That's what I wanted, too, but I have begun to doubt the possibility of it. I feel like holding out as long as I did looking for that one person was in the long run detrimental. It made me trust too easily, and feel secure too easily, and now I am a month single and haven't had a day in over two years that I didn't think about my ex.
I would like to be in a relationship, and I really want the next one to stick... but I've been having vastly changing ideas on the subject for the past month or so, and don't really know how to find one anyway. I also don't think it's in my best interest right now, and I'm not sure if it ever will be. Things become so complicated when you have to worry about someone else's happiness, health, and etc. as well as your own, and I do good to take care of myself and the 7 year old.