[quote="Kiana"][quote="Kiana"]Still stressed. The fork's sticking out of my neck. Also a bit... sad? Confused? MAYBE crushing on somebody but idk lol[/quote]
I think I knew who this crush was and we're dating now
Pretty mellow. Last night was meh, but thankfully I'm better now. Boyfriend is at work though, so I'm bored out of my mind.[/quote]
And I got dumped. Yeehaw for feelings!
My current mood is the physical incarnation of "???" because I'm not sure how I feel. Last few weeks were not good, had a lot of self-hatred and just pure loneliness. You know, isolation, my best friend wasn't speaking to me on top of being broken up with, which was rough. I wasn't leaving the house, I just sat in my room and cried for hours. Now I've been doing a lot better, I got a haircut and am actually able to leave the house. It still can be iffy but I'm trying to be better than even when I was in the relationship. Things are a bit in a grey spot, I'm not doing bad but I'm not doing super well either. I'm just... doing. And sometimes that's all you can do